Mindblown: a blog about philosophy.

Put in a butt plug today Other things: Hit ouberty (13-14) cut a hole in my mattress. Discovered dad’s porn collection. Masturbated in bathroom a lot. Parents knew. Masturbated in New house in front of my brother and his friend. First I can recall crossdressing was when my mom was in bowling league, I’d try…

If anyone ever came across this site what will they think?   That’s one fucked up individual and why no help

I was first introduced to personal development/self-help after I got out of the Army and got a job as a telephone salesman selling tools. I was shy of even talking to people on the phone with all the experienced people around me. We had squawk boxes so everyone in the room could hear your conversation.…

I want to get my digital marketing running automatically. I want to get my affiliate blog started. I want to become an entrepreneur not just sitting back and thinking about it all the time. I must set up systems and processes. I keep looking at the big picture and get overwhelmed because I want everything…

Oh boy my sick and twisted mind. I’ve done a lot of shit since I discovered that hot sticky fluid that came out of my love muscle without provocation. WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED? PUBERTY! AND WHAT A RIDE ITS BEEN! I’ve never had a girlfriend and at the ripe age of 57 I still jack…

Just thinking about sharing and getting my thoughts out on paper (so to speak) gives me a hard on! What a concept huh. Throughout this journey I am going to get the thoughts out of my head so I can start moving forward. So here we go: I’ll call myself the Loner Stoner for now.…