Today

Put in a butt plug today

Other things:

• Hit ouberty (13-14) cut a hole in my mattress. Discovered dad’s porn collection. Masturbated in bathroom a lot. Parents knew. Masturbated in New house in front of my brother and his friend.
• First I can recall crossdressing was when my mom was in bowling league, I’d try on her best friends clothes while they were bowling
• Am I content with being alone the rest of my life? Not sure. I’m into some weird shit. I wanna live on 2-3 acres of land where I can be free and just be naked and with someone whether that’s a female or transgender.

These are the thoughts going through my mind right now